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NCPS Poet Laureate Award - 1995

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What I Like about Living Here in Spite
of Jesse Helms and Last Month's KKK Rally

©   by   Debra Kang Dean


    The shadowy moons on the pale green wings
    of Luna Moths, and the Pipe Vine Swallowtails'
    sunlit ruffles.  The blue iridescence of beetles,
    whose shards sometimes litter my herb garden.
    That I can see it's no great leap from nature
    to transformer toys or the hypermechanical
    beady-eyed beasts of science-fiction flicks.
    We've not come so far since Mothra.

    And fireflies.  Last year, driving backroads
    at midnight, hundreds of fireflies.
    I'd spent an evening at my desk,
    cradling my face with my hands.
    Such ostensible stillness, of course,
    always gives way to restlessness.

    And the drive, dense woods,
    only my headlights cutting a swath
    in the darkness, a small lamp held at arm's length.
    I pulled over, flipped them off,
    let down the windows, killed the engine.

    Frogs and crickets.  Moist soil and humid air
    turning a dark world feral and fertile.
    And then the fireflies, not hugging the ground
    as they did by the river, but ascending
    into the upper limbs of the Shortleaf pines.
    Christmas in July.

    I confess I sometimes pray for snow
    to render this landscape colorless and cool,
    silent and scentless for a season.
    Such thoughts, I know, are merely fanciful
    musings in an age whose noise strikes nerves
    like a dentist's drill,
    old mechanical mosquito.

    But today, after four gray days of rain,
    strong winds, thunder, lightning
    and a little hail, the sun is rising.
    I relish this day of sun
    and what small visions the heat sustains.


                                    for Ron and Holly
	

Originally published in the North Carolina Poetry Society's 1995
Award-Winning Poems. Used here with the permission of the poet.

 

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